!smaxe ffo kcuf

sam's almost over! i have no idea wether i should be happy or sad about it but right now i'm stressing. owh gosh i hate my self taking exams for granted for not really working out and going out. well i still have 2 more papers to go which is approximately 6 hours left and about 30 questions more to go. i gotta stress myself for the remaining exams and i am going to blow out once the exam's over. just wait for me all the 'funs' out there. fight!

hey yo~

fuiii... i'm exceptionally exhasted today. initially i suspected that i was having a fever.. and it was. well i did nothing much on the previous night except writing serene's birthday song(HAPPY BIRTHDAY!), a lil' revision on chem and spec maths for the assessments and played with bitch untill i got bitten again.. anyway my fever exacerbated so fast just before assessment. somehow, i sweat alot during assessment for spec math's DI(directive investigations) & sweat alot for chemistry practical write out and miraculously, my fever was cured instantaneously. anyway had celebrated seren's birthday tody..
serene got seriously bluffed by joa and leow's fake maths DI with Ms tiew's awful hidden talents for actiontion like.. neil..

owh look.. somebody is stoning..yay!having a devil next to me is not that bad after all..

omg i can't believe i still had that photo. i am very sure that i'm gona miss this moment.. i'll buy a camere ASAP and gona chemwhore like a real whore!

bitch~~!!!

okei so there's nothing much to blog about these days except for going through lots of lots of exacerbation caused by SAM. this program is so gona leave a scar on my thaughts and never be forgotten. i am not sure wether i am the only one who is feeling so exaggerated over by the the tight schedules of internal assessments in a week.. hmmm what can i say, just do the damn thing done than just worry about what's gona happen later. anyway life's kinda changing it's course from happening to halloween. it's not to say that it's boring. i start to enjoy whatever's entertaining around me but somehow it's darkening.. like a sunsets to my college life and whatever.. therefore.. here by i poste my bitch to represent my halloween mood.. she might be cute from this angle.. but she is a killer deep down inside her..

woff!

i'm not sure how can i describe my state now, felt like i went one step forward and made two steps backwards.. i felt like i came too far with a broken compas in my hand and made a aimless move. sleepless nights continue and tired days overwhelming. stressed up here and there with careless mistakes from my own academical performance. nothing really motivates me these days.. i need a break and peace in my mind..i'm going back to ipoh next week and hope i can gain back my confidence..

charity fair/affair?

prepare almost everything to bake cream puff the night before and went to joa's house to bake it but for got to buy MILK and delayed alot... must blame KP for his handphone sms addiction which made him to lose his way to my house and made us wait... never mind.. the baking was fun (the first few times) but after some times.. it went busy and serious because of the pressure came from somebody... but it went faster than i taught... made around 200++(few puff wth holes) and lots of lots of cream. was extremely exhausted. waking up in a slightly swelled up cheeks and eyes was never a good sign to for me to spend my day.

test??

i woke up in the middle of the night ater having a same dream for the past few days. dreaming about her almost everyday. why is it so hard to forget? i miss the old days but yet i have to forget because that's what she wants and wish for. i wish her to stay happy and that's all. ....studies are getting tougher n tougher.. physics and specialist math is giving no mercy to us. insanely hard, but starting to enjoy this studies(although stressfull). exam's just around the corner and i hope to achieve a better grades for this exam.