i'm not sure how can i describe my state now, felt like i went one step forward and made two steps backwards.. i felt like i came too far with a broken compas in my hand and made a aimless move. sleepless nights continue and tired days overwhelming. stressed up here and there with careless mistakes from my own academical performance. nothing really motivates me these days.. i need a break and peace in my mind..i'm going back to ipoh next week and hope i can gain back my confidence..